happy 1st month mr. luke

This is his first month birthday with his first month cookie cake that his dad bought this morning.

HAPPY FIRST MONTH OLD MY LITTLE LUKE...

Today my son little Luke turns a month old. As a mother I would say that my son is kinda cute. Not only that I would also add that he is kinda strong for her age. Imagine, he can turn his head as much as he can. But for for a few night ow he had been acting strange strange in a sense he just cry for no reason at all, and he even picked what specific time he cries, and it either at 10 pm or 11 pm, Imagine??? His dad needs to go to work each day and well he needs to help me with the baby. I am not sure why my son cry at night??? I don't really know why??? Strange. Really strange, I wish he just cry at day time but not, its always at night. He had a hard time poofing too. He grunts a lot. As if like he always want to push whatever it is inside his tum-tum. I believe that he is a healthy baby boy but these stuffs that is happening with him makes me wonder if he is ok??? well.. he is ok i know, but as a first time mom and maybe like other first time mom they too wonder huh???

Moreover, I am still lacking too much sleep. Oh!!! God... I am nt so sure if motherhood is good for me but i am trying my very best to keep sane. lots of work, lots of things to do, and what bothers me most is i didn't get to sleep the way i used to, that's i dislikes the most. Yes! maybe being a mother is kinda ok, you feel happy whenever the baby smiles at you, however when the baby burst their cry as if someone hurting them just irritates the hell out of me. The first night he cried for like two hours Oh! Man!!! I wanted to scream out loud in the middle of the night. It just pissed me off, I was really tried hard to keep my composure and stay sane but I almost give. I even told my husband I am giving up. It's scares the hell out of him.

Well, I have a great time bathing him for which I thught he likes it, coz he never cry at all. So that makes the job so easy. Most people whose able to see my Mr. Luke says that he has a great complexion. He isn't too white and not too dark either, kinda moreno. Hope his complexion won't change maybe a little darker coz I had this insane thinking of a man that posses a dark complexion is HOt but negro k?. He didn't get his father's complexion I think he got mine a little bit. haha!!! in short tall dark and handsome. When he grow up hope he'll become one. haha! believe me as a month old he is kinda alert and interactive. I am not sure if all month old babies are the same...